AND i am writing it, cz it’s been already very long time since i wanted to write and many things came in my mind and yet i did not went ahead and did it, which is what sucks a lot! and i hate that about me.
now, i am thinking about starting a newsletter, yes again another new thing, but at least thats something came in my mind, and next thing was i have not even wrote what i wanted to since so many days and how can i even do that.
the thing is, i want to start youtube channel or at least instagram reels so that i can grow my own personal brand. and i want that in my own voice and way, and for that at least i need to clear my mind, put it down and write it out. that’s what i thought and now i am here typing out sometimes.
the last post on this blog was on the day i landed in malaysia, and i was about to write daily over there and was gonna share my experience at network school. but first day, full motivation, and everything gone after that …
this is my weakness
🙂
yes i have given myself enough freedom to think and do things thats why it matters and i get out of that, but thats also a reason why i cry again after some time thinking that i have not achieved what i wanted
i have not even posted the 28th march content which should be very important for me but yes i got into too many things that these things missed out.
but yes, it is about the priorities.
especially, prioritizing myself more than anything
and that is something i want to do.
HOPEFULLY, i will start and do something with CONSISTENCY, and yes i am going to write scripts, shoot and publish!
DO IT SURAJ