last few months went crazy
like many things happened, launch happened, good work happened and it was something which was needed so that i can gain some confidence. and i did
then last few days were off work due to some events which was needed to be attended
those are some of the parts where you have to put yourself all in and i did
and then when i come back from those, with maybe some core memorie, as soon as i wake up – i get hit by a sudden realization of the work things that i have around
the problem is – it should not have to be this tough or rough as i have kept it (anything that is boggling mind – should be dropped)
as i am seeing here in this case, EVERY SINGLE THING ELSE is great and working good enough, but only a certain something thing has made me change the whole mood and have taken me out of all the vibes i had at that time.
lessons are to learn
this one is something which i have already learnt a while ago
but yet soemtimes your responsibility and in some cases the ego also dont let you let go
yet there is a time
that is only the worst of my work where i have to forget everything and get back to the work thing – but everything else is the good and great part of my work
so
overall
even if i am saying it for now
but
I have to best parts of my work and life as well
lessons are to be learn and implement them
implementing now would take me to much better place mentally, physcially, and socially as well
diamonds in a rough!