this is that phase of life where things are scary. you don’t know what is ahead. it is that turn of the road where you are not able to see anything at all at thet deadend.
you are satisfied with your overall journey. you have seen many such deadends before as well, which is why you dont feel like a new person to this anymore. you react differently. but there is still that feeling which will always remain there which will try to make your hollow from inside.
it does not necassary has to make you. but it will try, for sure.
you might even want to choose the totally different path for this, which might be a little known, a little better one with reviews, cz every one else has gone through it
but if that’s the path you wanted, then you wouldn’t have been on this path here.
you will love the end, cz you have lived the whole life in this journey. you won’t miss out, cz you have exactly did what everyone miss out when they reach the end.
however uncertain it goes, however unsure you become, you will go through this