that if i keep thinking to good for everyone and not about myself then eventually ill end up being alone
and it happened
everyone is making me feel like i am no longer the same person who i was
everyone is making me curse for my own success and they are belittling me for thr success which i have achieved with my ownn efforts and hardwork
this is the time where it feels like or at least i keep thinking about the decisions i took and i think if i have taken the right decisions or not
some kf them would have been harsh but shoild have taken it
not sure
i domt know
i domt want to be theroght person
i just wanted to be thr person who does less damage and try to avoid thr damahe at all
i am not sure if i did it right or not
i am sure about all the decisions of my life and i am proud of them, except this few which are going to pin me forever till idk 🙂